Yearning

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Loving hands and loving touch
This from you I loved so much
Memories and pictures run through my mind
Remembering the joy left far behind
The smiles that we shared
But now, I am so scared
Make the pain end
Make it go away
My soul existing through another day
Tell me the answer please tell me true
What am I to do here and now without you
Why did you leave, why did you go
My soul yearns for the answers never to know
There is this void you left behind
My tear stained face raised to the sky
Praying for help to understand why
Left here alone
My heart turning to stone
A soul yearning for release
 A soul yearning for love

(2007©)

Unwritten Tale | Source

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